There is so much I don't know and can't <br />do & learning it is boring, I would rather <br />gouge out my own eyes & then run my <br />head into a wall - leave reality to go to <br />an astral dimension with new horrors <br /> <br />Reading emotionless, boring lines with- <br />out relief; scrying endless paragraphs <br />without intense passion and feeling is <br />being buried alive, I look at legal lines <br />as they should have been, realise that <br /> <br />Reading cardboard sentences & feeling <br />inferior is all that's left in my future so I <br />pray for an immediate death - long as <br />my family's financially secure the rest <br />does not matter at all while being in <br /> <br />Death's endless embrace…<br /><br />Margaret Alice Second<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/death-s-embrace-rev/
